At this state, its all about uni entries. Have you applied? What you apply for? You going overseas and stuff? I listen to other people's future planning and realize how stuck up and arrogant i have become.
Reality pricks...not a single ideal. Even my clarinet i spent 3.4k some years ago is now the clarinet i HATE. Then after it all, my dad tells me that we have a shortage of funds and that i will have to pay for my own university fees. If i knew that in sec 4, i rather buy a "lousier" clarinet (which would probably be better than my current one).
Looking at my poly grades of GPA 3.2, it seems that i would probably not make it locally to a university. Most people get in with GPA 3.5 and above. Then the cliche "damn i should have worked harder when i was young" appears.
The only place i can actually continue is in Australia (proper universities, excluding Malaysia...i don't like Malaysia) where the fees would be 3x of that in Singapore. Oh wells.
